Introduction
Some years back, I grew interested haiku. Initially, because these short gems struck me as the perfect match for Twitter—a marriage made in digital heaven, as it were. Besides, how hard could it be to write a seventeen-syllable poem.
As I normally do when my interest alights on something, I read several books on the subject (that this time included Higginson and Harter’s wonderful The Haiku Handbook) and from there proceeded to immerse myself in several well-known haiku masters, such as Bashō, Buson, Issa, Shiki, et al.
Meanwhile, I began trying my hand at these things, initially strictly adhering to the five-seven-five syllable format, which, I soon came to find out (from online self-proclaimed haiku gurus), was quite a crude adaptation of that principle seeing that Japanese syllables do not necessarily correspond to English syllables (which are, by expert reckoning, quite unwieldy by comparison). Also, reading a lot of (published and respected) English language haiku I soon realized that both the five-seven-five and the seventeen-syllable “rules” had long since been abandoned by the better (and more creative) haiku poets.
As a result of seeing things in this particular light, I soon began taking liberties with the five-seven-five rule but for some odd reason the seventeen-English-syllable statute remained on the books, refused to leave, had found a home in me—if for no other reason than that my little haikus (which I soon named Wolfkus for an obvious reason) seemed to percolate to the surface fully grown and just about always in a string of seventeen-syllable creations. And when they did not, say they surfaced as an eighteen-syllable Wolfku, or a sixteen-syllable one, well, then I discovered that when I sand-papered the longer ones into seventeen, or added some air into the shorter ones into seventeen: the meaning seemed clearer, more definite—besides, this was a fun exercise (I love language and its many words and their bendable uses).
Struck by something, an image, a feeling, a thought, before long this seventeen-syllable raft came bopping to the surface (having been let go of by some curious and creative, though shy, deep-sea Wolfku deity). During a morning’s walk by the Pacific, three or four or sometimes five of these Wolfkus might surface, and it was all I could do to remember them all until I returned home to a pen or a keyboard.
Sometimes I did forget them, memory like a sieve these days.
Before not so long, many of these Wolfkus arrived more as aphorisms than true haikus, as little containers of distilled perhaps philosophical reflection. Well, since many of them struck me (the creator, or recipient might be a better word) as both unique and insightful, who was I to call a halt to this quite enjoyable, if curious, phenomenon.
A phenomenon that still flourishes and seems to have no intention to do otherwise, for I rarely return from an hour’s walk without some seventeen-syllable epigram or other.
Seeing, though, that the earth from which these Wolfkus sprung (and still spring) was replete with impressions and sometimes micro-epiphanies, I thought that perhaps it was time to revisit these Wolfkus and examine this fertile soil for what else it might hold. What, indeed, I wondered, gave birth to them, what carried them from darkness to light? And where did they, in turn, carry me? This is what gave birth to the idea of Wolfku Musings—a collection of Wolfkus and the soil that sprung them.
I have published Wolfku Musings, Book One, and will soon publish Book Two, to be followed by Three… Four… et cetera.
Meanwhile, I realized that I really should assemble a sort of archive of those Wolfkus that I have posted online, by now running into the several hundred, and also publish future Wolfkus Archives as I write and post them.
Lately, say over the last many months, I’ve begun to give my Wolfkus titles as well, just for, well, I don’t know why really, just felt right. As I now compile these Wolfkus from oldest to newest, I’ve also added titled to those who never had one.
All this said, here then, the eleventh installment.
Wolfkus 1001 – 1100
— 1001 —
Morning
Dawn doors swing open
Fresh green fields await me
Lots of things to sing
— 1002 —
Analog World
Two flowers, one white
one blue, among gray rubble
a muted iPhone
— 1003 —
Planet Earth
The whole Universe
is laughing at us
and our sex-crazed
little planet
The whole Universe
is grieving for us
and our sex-crazed
little planet
The whole Universe
is avoiding us
and our sex-crazed
little planet
The whole Universe
is praying for us
and our sex-crazed
little planet
— 1004 —
Peace
Where not even a
single thought
can find footing:
A glad mind at ease
— 1005 —
Sex Attack
When the mind hints
red like blood
like roses
sex is just about
to pounce
— 1006 —
Perception
The senses are
but mind
reflections
At times we are
aware of this
— 1007 —
Just Sitting
I am bridging
the chasm
between concept
and actuality
— 1008 —
Procreation
God created alcohol
to make sure
that people had sex
—often
— 1009 —
Downstream
Man is so far
downstream
he cannot even
conceive
of headwaters
— 1010 —
Meditatronome
Local fog horn—
every ten seconds
this fine
meditatronome
sings
— 1011 —
Spinal Gap
Yeah, sure
says Mahayana
but our Nirvana
goes to eleven
— 1012 —
Fragments
You can
fragment mind
but you can
never ever
fragment
Emptiness
Emptiness clings
to a trillion
trillion minds
we uncling
one by one
— 1013 —
Emptiness
Where no thing
can grow
no thing
can decay
Thus, with ever
emptiness
— 1014 —
Deconstruction
I deconstruct my day
by disconnecting
all these sensory dots
— 1015 —
Anapanasati
From find air
know air
be air
ease air
to word-free
thought-free
mind-free air
— 1016 —
Chasm
Emptiness had
one mammoth
chasm
to bridge:
How to make
things persist?
— 1017 —
Carnivore
This is the most
dangerous of
all carnivores:
Homo sapiens
— 1018 —
Meditation
I am bridging
the chasm
between
conceptual
and actual
— 1019 —
Compassion
Looking back at Earth
from Home Planet
How can I not
feel compassion
— 1020 —
Suffering
Truly, on this planet
there is only
one crime—
to cause suffering
On this planet
there is only
one kindness—
to relieve suffering
— 1021 —
Nighttime
One near sun sets
as a trillion far suns
stir and rise to
take its place
— 1022 —
Fear
I fear letting go
for if that
is not it
I don’t know
what to do
— 1023 —
Emptiness
Emptiness is cloaked
in a thousand coats
Here I sit—
letting them go
— 1024 —
Angel Heart
My Angel Heart
buried under
layers and layers
till beats
and knows
— 1025 —
Responsibility
It’s all up to Him
God made me, sees me
steers me—
Buck, thoroughly passed
— 1026 —
Self
I believe Self
is simply
another way
of saying
Separate
— 1027 —
Letting Go
In order to let go
you need to know
what you are
holding on to
— 1028 —
Oubliette
The Earth—
an oubliette
lid hermetically
sealed
No air
in here
— 1029 —
Amnesia
Wow, for a
moment there
I forgot the entire
English language
— 1030 —
Thought Prison
I love this prison
I am building
thought-brick by
though-brick by
thought-brick
— 1031 —
Distances
We are imprisoned
by solitary distance
To leave: Let it go
Leaving this fortress
means letting
all distances
fade into the light
— 1032 —
Distances
We are imprisoned
by solitary distance
To leave: Let it go
Leaving this fortress
means letting
all distances
fade into the light
— 1033 —
Fusing
Surely—
spiritual fusing
is the opposite
of letting go
— 1034 —
Craving
Casting yourself in
a good light
highlights not your
features
but your needs
— 1035 —
Fusing
The spiritual
movement
of fusing:
Think—fuse
Crave fame—
fuse harder
— 1036 —
Moon
Many-fingered hands
arms and teeth
and starving eyes
Lunging for the moon
— 1037 —
Pure Emptiness
When you let go
all words
Something
wonderful
happens:
No-word
When you let go
all thoughts
Something
wonderful
happens:
No-thought
When you let go
all selves
Something
wonderful
happens:
No-self
When you let go
all things
Something
wonderful
happens:
Pure
Emptiness
— 1038 —
Clarity
A trillion milky
tendrils
hover between
the Buddha
and myself
One by one
they evaporate
one by one
they gift me
clarity
— 1039 —
Clarity
A trillion milky
tendrils
hover between
the Buddha
and myself
One by one
they evaporate
one by one
they gift me
clarity
— 1040 —
Relief
I have been off
the News Grid
for some time now
Dear God,
what a relief
— 1041 —
The End
If enough of us
reach Nirvana
can’t we just
end the game
for all?
— 1042 —
Time
I see that
whatever is
going on
is certainly
ongoing
— 1043 —
Charlatan Fraudster
True Love
has been
hijacked by Sex
and now leads
her around
by the nose
Yes, Sex bottled
True Love up
and now
sips her
one small drop
at a time
Sex—Charlatan
and Fraudster
drunk on Love
now believes
he is beauty
Karma, wake up
and give
this Charlatan
this Fraudster
his deserved due
— 1044 —
Basic Laws
To let go
you must know
what you
hold on to—
this is
fundamental
Wide-aware
Samadhi
will reveal
to you
everything
you cling to
— 1045 —
Mystery
Why do human beings
resonate so well
with demagoguery?
— 1046 —
Anapanazazen
Every breath
a silent river
shining through
this vast
wonderful space
— 1047 —
Lost
He no longer
has his dog
I have never
seen a human
so lost
— 1048 —
Self
The self is but
a figment of
Emptiness’s
imagination
— 1049 —
Gurus
When it comes to
guiding others
your best guess
just isn’t
good enough
— 1050 —
Says Hongzhi
Be empty and
desireless
cold and thin
simple and
genuine
— 1051 —
Bodhisattva
I wear the Universe
I dance, I Code
I sit for all
sentient life
— 1052 —
To All Saviors
If you’re gonna
preach it
as Truth
then it had
damn well
better be
Truth
— 1053 —
Walking
When I’m walking
I am always in
my own portable
universe
— 1054 —
Inventor
I’d like to meet him
Whoever invented sex
and turn the tables
— 1055 —
Memories
My seeing-eye mind
knows that
memories hurt
and refuses
to fetch
— 1056 —
WD-40
Rust has only
one natural
enemy—
WD-40
— 1057 —
Irony
Ultimate irony—
stopped for
speeding
on your way to
traffic school
— 1058 —
Language Birds
All these
Language birds
circling the
Tower of Babel
come here
to roost
— 1059 —
Avijja
Isn’t Avijja
simply our not
knowing we are
doing all this
— 1060 —
Unbe
Emptiness
can never unbe
nor can Emptiness
ever unlive
— 1061 —
Dusk
If a dark
premonition
dawns on you
Wouldn’t it then
dusk on you?
— 1062 —
Quality
Before the beginning
dormant Quality—
then Quality awoke
— 1063 —
Glory
Occasionally
this body/mind
complex
springs a
glorious leak
— 1064 —
Border Crossing
To reach everyone
I cross
all borders
of body
of self
of mind
— 1065 —
Bit by Bit
I sit, I breathe
I stir and
welcome back
every long lost
bit of me
— 1066 —
Emptiness
Same then as now
as tomorrow—
the Emptiness who
begets us all
— 1067 —
Wolfkus
If you can’t say it
in seventeen
syllables
it’s unsayable
— 1068 —
Jhana
Isn’t Jhana bliss
also a matter
of much refined
perception
— 1069 —
Teacher
I have found
my spiritual
Teacher
his name is
Dōgen Zenji
— 1070 —
Emptiness
Emptiness is cloaked
in a thousand nights
Here and now
I shed them all
— 1071 —
Arrogance
Ah, the arrogance
of mankind
Ask any Orion
resident
— 1072 —
Orgasm
Verily, the Sun’s
orgasm
is of aeonian
proportion
— 1073 —
Astronomy
It’s relative—
the Universe
seems so large
because we
seem so small
— 1074 —
Physics
It’s relative—
the molecule
seems so small
because we
seem so big
— 1075 —
Ego Fish
My ego is like
a fish on dry land
flopping about
for water
— 1076 —
Ego Meltdown
I’m having an
Ego meltdown
That’s a good thing
a very good thing
— 1077 —
Dogen
Reading Dogen
is like finding
long-ago
Post-It notes
to myself
— 1078 —
Grim Purpose
The grim purpose
of planet Earth:
Keep the mind
busy not
going free
— 1079 —
Movement
In utter stillness
an intention
a wish, a hope
is a movement
— 1080 —
Indigenous
It’s not as if
images
hopes
thoughts
step into
the mind
from without
— 1081 —
Pelicans
Through a fog
and airborne river
of pelicans
Nirvana on Earth
— 1082 —
Nimitta
When air seizes
a brush
to color my space
Nimitta arises
— 1083 —
Thoughts of Sex
Thinking about
thinking about sex
is as disruptive as
anything
— 1084 —
Creation
To forget His
creation
God tied himself
in celestial
knots
— 1085 —
Food
Verily, Life
asked unto God:
“What do we eat?”
God said:
“Each other.”
— 1086 —
Pictures
Said Eihei Dogen
Life is a painted
picture
painting a
picture
— 1087 —
Sirens
Crossing these waters
hear not
fear not
heed not
the songs of the sirens
— 1088 —
Garments
At times
I dress myself
in thoughts—
in winged shoes
and baffling
overcoat
— 1089 —
Still Here
Emptiness might
have fragmented
itself
but it never went
away
(cannot go away)
— 1090 —
Cessation
No one has made it
all the way out yet
—The Universe
is still here
— 1091 —
Views
Someone
Something
Somewhere
Somehow
pondering
at depth
came up
with this
— 1092 —
Memory
Julie Christies
emerge out of
the mind’s
artificial
emptiness
(then recede
back into it)
— 1093 —
Answers
Why scan the past
for answers
when the truth
of the present
holds them all
— 1094 —
Freedom
I have peaked
through these cracks
in the wall—
and I know
there is
an outside
(as well as
an out)
— 1095 —
Blindness
What can it be
I don’t want to find
I don’t want to know
I don’t want to see
— 1096 —
Holy Crutches
Clinging to gurus
Clinging to beliefs
—strong, transparent
barriers
— 1097 —
Views
Someone
Somewhere
in time and space
identifiable
came up with
all this
— 1098 —
Messed Up
Verily, Life asked
unto God:
“So, what shall
we eat?”
Equally verily
He answered
unto us:
“Each other.”
— 1099 —
Samsara
Truly, Samsara is
the existential
soup that we all
drown in
— 1100 —
Ego
Ego: a patchwork
of feelings
views, memories
and thoughts
— End —