Introduction
Some years back, I grew interested haiku. Initially, because these short gems struck me as the perfect match for Twitter—a marriage made in digital heaven, as it were. Besides, how hard could it be to write a seventeen-syllable poem.
As I normally do when my interest alights on something, I read several books on the subject (that this time included Higginson and Harter’s wonderful The Haiku Handbook) and from there proceeded to immerse myself in several well-known haiku masters, such as Bashō, Buson, Issa, Shiki, et al.
Meanwhile, I began trying my hand at these things, initially strictly adhering to the five-seven-five syllable format, which, I soon came to find out (from online self-proclaimed haiku gurus), was quite a crude adaptation of that principle seeing that Japanese syllables do not necessarily correspond to English syllables (which are, by expert reckoning, quite unwieldy by comparison). Also, reading a lot of (published and respected) English language haiku I soon realized that both the five-seven-five and the seventeen-syllable “rules” had long since been abandoned by the better (and more creative) haiku poets.
As a result of seeing things in this particular light, I soon began taking liberties with the five-seven-five rule but for some odd reason the seventeen-English-syllable statute remained on the books, refused to leave, had found a home in me—if for no other reason than that my little haikus (which I soon named Wolfkus for an obvious reason) seemed to percolate to the surface fully grown and just about always in a string of seventeen-syllable creations. And when they did not, say they surfaced as an eighteen-syllable Wolfku, or a sixteen-syllable one, well, then I discovered that when I sand-papered the longer ones into seventeen, or added some air into the shorter ones into seventeen: the meaning seemed clearer, more definite—besides, this was a fun exercise (I love language and its many words and their bendable uses).
Struck by something, an image, a feeling, a thought, before long this seventeen-syllable raft came bopping to the surface (having been let go of by some curious and creative, though shy, deep-sea Wolfku deity). During a morning’s walk by the Pacific, three or four or sometimes five of these Wolfkus might surface, and it was all I could do to remember them all until I returned home to a pen or a keyboard.
Sometimes I did forget them, memory like a sieve these days.
Before not so long, many of these Wolfkus arrived more as aphorisms than true haikus, as little containers of distilled perhaps philosophical reflection. Well, since many of them struck me (the creator, or recipient might be a better word) as both unique and insightful, who was I to call a halt to this quite enjoyable, if curious, phenomenon.
A phenomenon that still flourishes and seems to have no intention to do otherwise, for I rarely return from an hour’s walk without some seventeen-syllable epigram or other.
Seeing, though, that the earth from which these Wolfkus sprung (and still spring) was replete with impressions and sometimes micro-epiphanies, I thought that perhaps it was time to revisit these Wolfkus and examine this fertile soil for what else it might hold. What, indeed, I wondered, gave birth to them, what carried them from darkness to light? And where did they, in turn, carry me? This is what gave birth to the idea of Wolfku Musings—a collection of Wolfkus and the soil that sprung them.
I have published Wolfku Musings, Book One, and will soon publish Book Two, to be followed by Three… Four… et cetera.
Meanwhile, I realized that I really should assemble a sort of archive of those Wolfkus that I have posted online, by now running into the several hundred, and also publish future Wolfkus Archives as I write and post them.
Lately, say over the last many months, I’ve begun to give my Wolfkus titles as well, just for, well, I don’t know why really, just felt right. As I now compile these Wolfkus from oldest to newest, I’ve also added titled to those who never had one.
All this said, here then, the sixteenth installment.
Wolfkus 1501 – 1600
— 1501 —
Body Bound
Anything that
anchors you
to a body
is simply
defilement
— 1502 —
Not-Knowing
An unclosed mind:
I don’t know
that it’s true
I don’t know
that it’s not true
— 1503 —
Ignorance
We remain ignorant
by not looking
too closely
at anything
Our reacting mind
serves to make sure
that we never look
too closely
And to keep us
bewildered
and scattered
and thinking
thinking
thinking
Then again:
we shed
our ignorance
by truly looking
and seeing
— 1504 —
Unionizing
Dear God
We’d like to
unionize
if you don’t mind
Said God:
I do mind
— 1505 —
Time
Emptiness is
the thread
that stitches
moments
together
into time
— 1506 —
Perceptions
Perceptions
of the present
are echoes of
the immediate
past
— 1507 —
Perfect Stillness
Perfect stillness
does not lean
in any direction
it just is—
knows
— 1508 —
Clairvoyance
Clairvoyance is
future echoes
swimming upstream
singing
silent songs
— 1509 —
Perceptions
A perception is
a mental image
of the immediate
past
The sole difference
between perception
and memory
is vividness
— 1510 —
Heathens
India, said Mommi
is full of heathens
We have to save
them all
India, said Mommi
is full of idols
We have to crush
them all
In Swedish, an idol
is an “off” god
God, of course
the one “on” god
— 1511 —
Nerds
Only real nerds
know how to spell
Nietzsche
without looking it up
— 1512 —
Clairvoyance
Clairvoyance is
future echoes
floating upstream
telling telling
tales
— 1513 —
Stillness
The ego is
what separates
inner stillness from
outer stillness
— 1514 —
The Songest Song
The day
the fat lady sang
her swan song
I mixed my last
metaphor
— 1515 —
Pinnacle
All things considered—
Modern man’s
greatest achievement:
Toilet paper
— 1516 —
Attention
Attention is
constant intention
a lasting
though timeless
willing
— 1517 —
Pit Stops
Too many pit stops—
Either I’m pregnant
or my prostate
is growing
— 1518 —
Orion
Orion does not
think of itself
as Orion
For how could it?
— 1519 —
Tiredness
Of course, I’m battling
my age
Of course, it’s a race
against killer time
— 1520 —
Distance
The only thing
between me
and Orion
is a bit of
distance
— 1521 —
Delusion aka Fooling Self
It’s all about not
letting left hand
in on what
right hand
is up to
— 1522 —
Divine Trouble
God has tied himself
in a trillion trillion
Earthly-Heavenly
knots
— 1523 —
Sunlight
These glorious
little ego deaths
letting the sunlight
in again
— 1524 —
Miniscule
I am the golden
ego angel
dancing on
the head
of a pin
— 1525 —
Karma Police
Karma would
simply
have to be
Self-policing—
There’s no
other way
— 1526 —
Precision
The feeling of air
upon nostril
so much more
precise
than these words
— 1527 —
Just Be
Just Be means
Just Be
Timeless
Spaceless
Beyond Survival
Beyond Life
— 1528 —
Ailing Gaia
Mother Earth
this Queen
of gentle balance
Never foresaw
Human Greed
— 1529 —
Senior Decisions
Antecedent decisions
rear their
insistent heads
forcing my hand
— 1530 —
Sweet Stillness
These truly
wonderful
perhaps not
thought-free
but language-free
sittings
— 1531 —
Creator
Sex was created
And its Creator
was not fucking
benevolent
— 1532 —
Final Tap
Yeah, but our
Nirvana
goes to eleven
says Mahayana
— 1533 —
My Spinning Life
My life as electron
busy spinning and
jumping layers
and such
It is a childless
thankless task
Fuck these
ungrateful
Protons
Neutrons
When I die
forty billion
years from now
I’ll come back
as a fungus
— 1534 —
Life, Language, Death
Life is a lot smoother
than language
less jagged
finer increments
Death is a lot smoother
than life
No steps or landings
no increments
— 1535 —
Mental Pain
My experience—
Mental pain
always concerns
ego survival
— 1536 —
No Death
If you stop
drinking water
you’ll die
If you stop
having sex
you won’t
(Though the
species might)
(Eventually)
— 1537 —
Duration
Time does not
really matter
for the moment
of release
is timeless
— 1538 —
Wording
Thinking a word
is being that word
aloft on the wings
of meaning
— 1539 —
Jhana—
Direction Correction
I don’t think
absorption is
stepping in
I think it is
stepping out
— 1540 —
Synonyms
Delusion is
simply
another word
for spiritual
blindness
— 1541 —
Cataracts
Delusion is just
another word for
spiritual cataracts
— 1542 —
Being Air
Being air means
every single
particle
every single
instant
— 1543 —
The Brilliant Cynic
Gombrich not only
puts words
in the Buddha’s mouth
he puts thoughts
in his head
— 1544 —
Purification
The air purifies
into mind
finer, finer
finer, finer…
Light
— 1545 —
Digital Fame
It used to be
15-minute fame
Now it’s down to
15 seconds
— 1546 —
Herocide
To surrect the brave
and true warrior
We first must kill
the hero (aka ego)
— 1547 —
Noun-ing
There are no
nouns
There are
only verbs
For all things
are activities
— 1548 —
Jailbird
Imprisonment—
another word
for agreeing
to limitations
— 1549 —
Ignorance
Primordial Ignorance
created ego—
every single day
Ego now creates
greed and hatred
and so on
every single day
— 1550 —
Mind-ing
Mind is not
a thing
mind is always
(always was)
an activity
— 1551 —
Machine
The body is
a very
clumsy
sensation-
perception
Machine
— 1552 —
Sublimation
In Samadhi
Touch sublimates
to vision
Air sublimates
to light
— 1553 —
Vedge
Wedge should be
spelled Vedge
for V, not W
has that single
sharp edge
(Wedges would
work though)
— 1554 —
No Game
The universe would
not be a game
if we could control
all of it
— 1555 —
Spring Green
There is no greener
than spring green
for the is no lifer
than spring life
— 1556 —
Gaia Sizzles
Gaia sizzles—
shedding
human folly
human greed
humans period
— 1557 —
Sibilant Sickness
Egoitis inflames
the soul
and swells
the seed
of separateness
— 1558 —
Real Meaning
A words finds
its real meaning
when it marries
the experience
— 1559 —
Equanimity
Resist life
at your peril—
Struggle springs
and tightens
life’s hidden
bonds
— 1560 —
True Present
As senses sense
only the past
I strive to sense
the sense-less
present
— 1561 —
Letting Go
It seems I can’t
let go of self
since I want to
be the let goer
— 1562 —
Thomas Pynchon
You read
Thomas Pynchon
without a seatbelt
at your own
grave peril
For any given
Pynchon sentence
might morph into
a strange magic
P.S. Bring a very
good dictionary
— 1563 —
Two Crows
Two crows
side by side
She’s going
onandonandon
He blinks a lot
— 1564 —
Thomas Pynchon
One never reads
Pynchon for plot
One only reads
Pynchon
for language
— 1565 —
Allergy
I am allergic
to pain—
I break out
in all these
little hurtings
— 1566 —
This Life
My current narrative
one of trillions
is but a trite bagatelle
— 1567 —
Release
Constructs
never release
Logic
never resolves
Let go
all these words
— 1568 —
I’m not saying Kerouac
While Donna Tartt
and Nadeem Aslam
paint murals
with an eyelash
others vomit paints
upon bricks
to see what stick
— 1569 —
Sexual Intercourse
Sexual Intercourse:
Two spirits
imprisoned
in the selfsame
cage
— 1570 —
True Ego
Says Ego:
Well, enough
amount me
Here is
what I think
about you
— 1571 —
Regret
The moment you
regret
you are forever
trapped
in your lower self
— 1572 —
All Is Life
All is life—
Every single
particle
in each minutest
space—All
— 1573 —
Miscalculating Amputee
To improve my
spirit-to-body ratio
I’ve cut off my legs
— 1574 —
A Critical Question
Who intelligences
the liver
motivates and
conducts
the heart?
Who compares
and (wrongly) equates
present details
with those of the past?
Who but life itself
So wise as Brahman
So ignorant as Atman
— 1575 —
Distance vs Size
Distance is relative
to size
To some, the Universe
is tiny
So tiny, in fact
one wonders
how evil
could even
fit in it
— 1576 —
Me, Me, Me
These rising
thoughts
and images
are nothing
but ego
proclaimers
— 1577 —
Solitude
Some say willow
is our most
beautiful word
I say solitude is
— 1578 —
Toward Home
Expand your
personal
universe
to incorporate
all others
— 1579 —
Nibbana
The unconditioned
The unconstructed
The uneverythinged
— 1580 —
Eternal Conundrum
Your awareness
My awareness
Delimited yet
Unlimited
— 1581 —
Respect Ladder
I swore—
and slipped
a couple of rungs
on her
respect-for-me
ladder
— 1582 —
Running Interference
To keep me blind
to what is
my mind is running
truth interference
— 1583 —
Scientific Wonder
The dog Rosie’s brain
a scientific wonder—
the perfect vacuum
— 1584 —
Sycophant
His daily
ass-kissing
was so deep
one could
call it
colon-kissing
— 1585 —
Personality
Personality—
an attribute
we endow
an observed
face with
— 1586 —
Egocide
Letting go self
is much like
burning your
one and only
manuscript
— 1587 —
Preferences
Ruptured peace
and meditative
friction
have but one
source—
Preferences
— 1588 —
A Spitting Question
At what point
does this liquid
stop being you
and start
being spittle
— 1589 —
Viral
Memories are
like viruses
They need you
to imbue them
with life
— 1590 —
Rules
Here is one
for the books—
Enough rules
already
Therefore:
No More Rules
— 1591 —
Resolved
There is no
mind resolution
to mind
other than
letting it go
— 1592 —
Quite Possible
There is no reason
why the Earth
should not be
the seat of
truth and light
For every place
in the Universe—
our size—
just as small
as we are
— 1593 —
Thought Snares
Our potential thoughts
are endless—
We choose and nurse
those that
ensnare us
— 1594 —
Initial Impetus
Dependent
Origination
must have had
initial impetus
This initial impetus
we hide
from ourselves—
Our true ignorance
— 1595 —
Purity
Air is cleaner
than think
Light purer
than air
Aware clearest
of all
— 1596 —
Light Ladder
Body-think
Mind-think
Self-think
No-think
My fall ‘68
Light ladder
— 1597 —
Attention
What delimits
unlimited
attention—
the idea of self
— 1598 —
Equal
Any other place
in the Universe
our size—
as small
as we are
— 1599 —
Rebirth
Every rebirth
requires
(naturally)
a prior redeath
— 1600 —
Languages
My brain speaks
Body
I don’t speak
Brain
My mind speaks
Brain
and I speak
Mind
— End —